SO there's this thing hooked to back and it vibrates. It makes me feel like a robot lol. I think I have just past a little insane. But at least I always have a good time because what would life be like if I wasn't just a little crazy? But yeah, I'm like so bored and I have like nothing to blog about besides the fact that I feel like a robot..bye

I hate being sick. It's so sad. I'm so bad, Mrs. Golden even asked me what was wrong because I wasn't my normal super duper happy self. Do you know how weird it is when a teacher knows when something is wrong with you. She even let me put my head down and she NEVER let's ANYONE do that like, you have to stand up even if you just put your head down for a nano second. But I love Mrs. Golden, she's so hilarious, the things she talks about because we are like super ahead so we will not get to ahead are awesome. School is pretty awesome I have art survey so that always calms me down getting to do my three favorite things without getting in trouble, draw, listen to music and talk non stop because it is a creativity class. I really wish we could take it every year. But unfortunately, I can't it's just a required 10th grade class. But it's like awesome :) Not to mention Sunday, me and Tyler will be together for like five months. That is like the longest relationship I have ever had...I have also made a lot of friendships and one specific enemy that you of my best friends know who..WHich I would be friends but, NOO it's a crime for two people to get along so yeah bye before I say too much and you guys will know who I am talking about.

Screams, yells,
IS it normal?
Am I ok?
I see a light,
wtf, Am I crazy?
Is it in my mind?
AM I realy depressed
Or a figment of my imagination?
am I ever fine?
Will I ever truely live?
This is what had been on my mind lately

Such a hectic week... Tyring to balance everything I am starting to think that it is almost impossible. Trying ot find a cool looking somewhat mature template. That is so hard. Not to mention, that I feel like I am failing history which, I know that I am not, but still, it's just so impossible and hard to manage. Homework, kids, and so much things that are on my plate. Not to mention that I have been trying to think about what I am going to do with my life.
And seriously don't know I am starting to realize that I am getting older and these years are the years that matter the most on what college I get into and these graduation exams are so hard. I feel even those I passed the two I took that I just barely passed them.
Oh, my, so much to think about and I can't do it without God on my side, it's so hard to say but so easy to let go...That Devil,he's out to ruin my life. SO there are 5 things I am trying to do get commited, use charity (Church term for love),get desire, bring the fire, and something else that I forgot..well that is all I have to say bye

I haven't blogged in about forever..SO I will, Thursday was mine and Tyler's 4 month anniversary...But I have became a very opinionated person who is trying to correct their grammar. After all, I am in the 10th grade.And I am not one of those barbaric football players that always seem to get by with EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. You don't believe me, ask any of the other people that go to my school..Or at least the civilized ones. Spell check is now my friend, now Facebook needs to get it. It is very hard to please the GRAMMAR5OH..Oh Dustyn, Ema, Juan, Shelly, and Aaron...Ha ha Bama finally got beat. I find this quiet hilarious,others do not. Now I have to deal with the madness that is going to go on Monday
I think I have found myself go call me emo, screamo, punk a whore anything I do not care .. I am me..I am more importantly a Christian..And to those this my concern, saying something about God and praying for 20 seconds does not make you Christian, Christian is the way you act, speak, think, right and most importantly who you are when no on is around..and not being afraid to start crying when you are overwhelmed by the Lord All Mighty Savior. I admire them about trying to change their ways but you can not change when you're friends around and when they are not
"Deny in front of your friends ,deny me of your father"
He sees everything you do,he hears every thought you have. And also I have learned not to judge
"Judge not, and you shall not be judged."
I am not afraid to tell you what I think about you and you will know if I don't. Os if I haven't told you that I don't like you I probably do..but anyway bye

Eminem definately. What brought this up was today in Mrs. Goldens fourth block class she asked us that. And it got me thinking when she said and why would you want to meet that person..Mine's obvious he's been through a lot just like me and he doesn't rap about drugs and sex like most rappers do. I can relate to him in many many ways. I have always looked up to him since I was little and started listening to it. Yeah his music isn't nice.But it tells life for how it is ..HArd, never easy and that nothing is given to you that you don't have to pay back.. He's not perfec tin fact he's far from it, but neither am I. Every time I hear one of his songs it's like I feel so much better because it just lets all my anger out. Another reason I like him because when he's talking about Haley I can just relate so much. So he's not the best ido. But he is the best for me it's like he knows me ...

So as most of you guys now today was the first day of school. It was pretty awesome if i must say it was freeking awesome! Sophomores rock! I met a new girl her names Hollie Lusk, I can feel the excitement of a new friendship...Me and Tandra are friends again..Stupid policy on no spikey mohawks what's Eric gonna do with his hair now?
The whole day was pretty hectic but i was glad to see that I have Health with most of friends...we might not have to take arts survey considering we had another arts class (Theatre toture last semester)..I guess something good came outta that class..Lunch was pretty cool i got to see TK who i haven't seen in what seems like forever..Which is ironic because he is my neighbors cousin and I usually see him all the time.
But all in all it was pretty cool but ill ttyl

hello blogger i have abdoned you lately and I am so so sorry lol..and i am vegetarian again oh and my next post will be my 100th and I am thinking about doing something serious for a change but idk but i have been spending a lot of time Tyler and im talking to Andrew via Facebook so i gtg becaus it is hard to play poker, chat, and blog at the same time at least for me

So as you guys know me and Jesse we're in a "fight" but we're friends again. I never meant any of the things that I said about him but we're friends again and he really is an awesome guy.

So yesterday was Tyler's 16th birthday it was fun. We played Monoply with Brandon, Lauren and Tyler and I discovered that im actually good at it and I found a new fasination with it. It was actaully fun lol. And it turns out I love the game. But then I had to help Clay figure out this game on the computer and I still do not understand the stupid game and oh I have got a Facebook now lol. God with the emails oh god but omg have you guys saw the new Degrassis they are awesome!

So yeah it turns out I really do have friends because today when me and my grandma where in the Guntersville Walmart adn two of Tyler's friends, Chasity and Thomas just came up and started talking to me and asked me when the next time I was going to be over at Tyler's (which is Tuesday for his 16th birthday)and then there is James, Clay, Lauren,and Brandon so i actually am not hated lol.

So im over at Tyler with Lauren and her boyfriend, Brandon. Listening to take it off by Ke$ha love it kinda weird though lol...looking like pimps in my gold trans am...lol well gtg peace fellow pimps lol

Well my cousin has the back of an earring stuck in her earlobe and she has to go to the hospital to get it out. So I am here watching her older sister, Kaitlyn, even though her stepdad, Ryan, is clearly home from work and will be until Mionday morning so if it weren't for Emily being in the hospital I would be able to go over to Tyler's but at least I might be able to go over there tomorrow.

*Im not saying goodbye*--Rocket to the moon named obviously...im not saying goodbye.


Im starting to just drink all water so I will lose weight because, it said that if you replace 1 12 ounce coke a day with a bottled water you will lose 12 pounds in a year so what if I just drunk water for a week? Maybe it will work I sure hope so I only want to lose 10 pounds...lol...only

im reading through my old posts I am different than whwat I used to be it's like blogging really is like having a journal.

I have changed my blog like rearranged it and everything. I hope you like it. I love it. Please you're comments on what you think. Anyway I have found this not so new but new to me band called Rocket to the Moon and I love them I mean seriously thye are awesome!!! I think you guys will like them it's stuff you can dance to I mean. They have got a new super fan called me:) But anyway tell me what you think about the blog and the them here's a few by them

Annabelle



Like We Used To



Give A Damn



If They Only Knew



Fear of Flying



I not saying goodbye



So tell me what you think of them

I am actually happy you know how I usually just fake it well, Tyler has got me to where I smile all the time without even realizing it. He just makes me so happy that I truely can't believe it

Summer is like almost over it seems like it has jsut started and so many things about life and me have changed some thigns that I would've thought were never gonna happen did and it isn't as bad as I thought it would be there's only like 2 more weeks over summer and then school starts back which isn't really that bad because I really miss my friends and all lol...the ones that I still have that is.

So i gotta go over to go over to Tyler's yesterday instead of today but it was fun so so fun. And I get to go over there tomorrow:) You wouldn't believe how happy I am.
But on the other news of my life me and Chris are friends again:) which yes is a good thing a very very good thing. He just said never bring Tyler around because he would have to hurt him. And that was kinda sweet in a way:) but we're not going to together because we both realize that we're better as friends. it sucks but Tyler is awesome so I can live because Tyler keeps me happy unlike anyone else on this earth and id why he just does and it's weird. I would've never guessed that he could but he does. i guess live is like a box of chocolates you never know what your gonna pull out.

i cannot wait till tomorrow so I can see that Tyler of mine. it's so sad I was over at my aunts form Wednesday till yesterday and considering she lives in Gallant and he lives in Abortively I couldn't see him so I get to see him tomorrow and i can't wait because I haven't been able to see him since last Sunday. It's very upsetting it's like everyday on the phone over at my aunts he was all when are you gonna come over and i was like idk. And then yesterday we was on the phone and he asked again and I said maybe Tuesday and he said that that was too long and I said that that was the earliest time we could see each other but still it was so so sweet and I have never meet a guy as sweet as Tyler I seriously think that he is different and there is unusually no doubt in my mind that he isn't but I hope to God that he is well Irma stop talking now before I get too upset so peace

I didnt realize that most adults cannot type like a few days ago i was watching my uncle charlie type and he was sp slow I mean by the time he had 2 sentences done icould have had like the whole thing that he had to type done and he was like let me see you do it and then it was so funny the look on his face when I showed him up it was lol.

Lately I have gotten into the mood to where I couldn't give a flying fart on what people think of me. I mean the person who really who really has to put up with me right now is that Tyler of mine. But I mean it's like I used to care but I had a good long talk about what people think of me with Russell, Tyler's dad, and he said tha tit doesnt really matter because the only person that has to put up with me is Tyler and I have discovered that it is the truth and I don't know why I didn't discover this later than I did but, im just glad i realized it.
Noone deserves to be talked about so im starting this new thing where I don't talk about people and that I don't really care who likes me and who doesn;'t I mean it's like oh well who cares and I think that everyone should have this opionon but opionons are like arms we all have one as Russell said

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday Dear America
Happy Birthday to you

This is officially the suckiest fourth of July ever I mean I have saw a whooping 3 or 4 fireworks and I love those friggin thongs and I love to throw them at people and watch them get hurt but its just not the sa,e with out Lil JJ, Kane, and Haley around to run around act like idiots all while throwing them at each other:( I really need to talk to that cousin of mine JJ and I've seen Haley I just haven't seen my friend, Kane who that likes to fall outta windows and throw forks at people while they're nonchalantly looking down the hallway across from his room lol i miss those days when you always had to look around the corner for that foreign flying fork lol well I gotta go because I have a feeling that Ty is getting bored watching me type lol well peace

So so bored and i can't wait untill tomorrow till i get ot osee that Tyler of mine, man i just realized that I talk about him alot. But he's amazing the only person that gives me a smile just by being himself....But anyway SECONDHAND SERENADE IS FREEKING AWESOME! I have got a new obsession with especially Your Call which is mine and Tyler's song la la la la la la la la im so friggin bored:( I miss Ty I am having a major no caffenine crash:O Oh no! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! lol I haven't had caffenine in like 2 days and ugh have I ever mentioned that I hate water? I love to swim and to shower and to take baths but I mean come on, put a lil flavor in it if you expect me to drink it for Christ's sake people... Lol I got Tyler into Secondhand Serenade to lol:)

So I was gonna go over to Ty's but you never guess what happened. His dad and uncle didn't have enough gas and neither did my pawpaw or Cat I was ugh. So I gotta wait till Saturday :( So so sad it is os im gonna be so so so bored until Saturday ugh, I can't friggin wait much longer. Which brings me back to that if the stupid economy hadnt of went capoppy we wouldn't have the problem no would we?

People say that growing up in a small town is good for you, yeah, if you want to die of boredom I wake up at noon and then just sit around all day because im grounded and look for something to do but of course there is nothing that will entertain me for more than a few minutes except for my aunts new kitty cat Ginger who is very very funny. She likes to jump at and the dogs, Sweety and Tweety, did I mention that Sweety jumped on me like 5 mins ago and hurt me. I was like ow! Stupid dog well i gotta 2 go catch ya later suckas;)

This town is so frigin boring like it aint even funny:( i am about ot die of oredom and it ain't even funny grounded for a day so I cant see Ty..That thing of mine lalalala This just in we live in a lifeless town...............



Addie are you ok????? are you ok??????????????????--Smooth criminal see !
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gosh can I , miss Ty even more than I do? It's crazy its like all I can do is miss him:)but also:( becasue I miss <3 tyty <3 I can't get him off my mind:/ Jess, I can't stop thinking about him:)lalala<3 Ty <3 well i gtg so peace ppl

So as you know, me and Ty are together and it just idk, its so weird how happy I am around him. Its like I'm always smiling and I tell myself to watch out and that I'm falling too hard and quick but I can't help myself. It just seems so right. It's like all I gotta do is simply comment that I'm cold and he goes and gets a blanket and covers up with me even though he isn't cold, in fact half the time he's actually hot. It's different than with Chris it's like now I see how the different it is. It's like all I have to do is smile to make him smile. And it seems like every time I come near him he takes me in his arms and kisses me and it's like i know that I'm falling to hard but i can't help it. I seriously think that he's gonna be the one but ya never know now do ya? i hope so he's the nicest guy ever! I love you Ty:)

So as you all know, the annual Boaz independence day thingy was today and we decided to go we as in my grandma, me, that mother of mine and my brother and sister, Josh and Carolina, ages 13 and 6. When we got there it was kinda raining but, not really then after me, Josh, and Carolina peed and got comfortable it started pouring and me and Josh didn't have a umbrella so me and him walked like a half a mile in the rain to get the umbrella,and on the way there we so Amy, Rachel and Davis Weeks. Amy had a blanket in which me and Amy proceeded to get under it, then the wind started blowing and we felt like Superman so we started running saying

Superman rocks

and thats when I noticed that my brother was like 20 feet ahead of us pretending that he didnt know us. So of course I started screaming Josh Josh. Where he unconsiously looked back and made his pplan of pretending not to know us a fail. Then it thundered and lighting real big and it scared Amy and Rachel and they ran. That would be where me and Amy decided to go our seprate ways. And Josh wouldn't slow down when I was clearly screaming at him to. So i took my flip flops off and began to run barefoot. Then, after what seemed like an hour we finally got to the van. So we get in and start looking for that umbrella that was supposed to be in there, but all we could remember was Sharon saying something about a door. So we're looking and looking, searching everywhere and then I finally find it(it had kitties on it lol) and it was nowhere near a door it was in between the seats. So I proceed to get out and attempt to put on flipflops and unsucessfully open and umbrella at the same time. And Josh called me and idiot for not being able to figure it out. So we walk back and I start to play in the water and it nearly sweeps me away. When got back me and Josh had to carry chairs and stuff with no umbrella because after all that hard work, Sharon stole it.
But then, this lady asked if I could help her elderly sister because, she couldn't hndle her and her son, so i say alright and I give the stuff to Josh and help the old lady, then we try to cross a street to get to the pavilion but the water was like a foot deep and had a strong current that was pulling us sideways and that was when Shawn Kichel (Cody's big bro) and his dad pull up and me and some other girls put her in the truck and take her across the street. Then i ran to the van where grandma tells me that they have lost one of my flipperflops. So I have 1 lonely,black flip flop.
Moral of this story Help an old lady and you lose your precious flip flop.
In other news, I miss Ty! Its been like a day since I saw him

Like ema i don't take any of it back either. And im sory if I offended you. I just got tired of people saying crap about me and i snapped. But atleast we got that over with and out in the open. But I am sorry and this is especailly ( did i spell that right)to ema and keith who i brought into this who I don't know two things about. I guess you really do have to watch your back even when you think that you're the persons friend. or whatever. I don't know what her problem is with me and i don't even know if i care. im just tired of this crap. But i guess we have to except that we get on eachothers nerves but we haven't talked to eachother and been there for eacother since the 2nd grade for nothing we all have something in common even if it is that those people lied and told us that were smart. But we have the same i guess friends you would say and i guess it will all work out for the best. And I know Chris was kinda scary. But he is my friend no matter what he looks like. But Tys not that scary in fact he is as lil as that Dustin kid but taller lol by like five inches

Listen to the song I just posted i am literally in love with it. It has such as good point to it. Ty got me listening to it, he seems to be my only true friend lately. In the time that I need it the most.I cant explain well i will in a later post.

Is the awesomest book I have yet to read. It got me thinking on what it my purpose on Earth, and how I need to forgive my enemies before I can even begin to forgive myself. What if you really do meet five people in Heaven? If I even go to Heaven I can only hope. IT really did get me thinking. And it ws unreal the lessons that it taught that all lives are interconnected and one thing leads to another. And if you ain't in the Honors english class who of which we are required to read it I strongly suggest that you read it.

Let me tell you how bored I am...there are no words for it. lol how can tell you if they are no words for it lol.........i have a feeling that i am rambling on like an idiot. I probally am but i dont care what people think lol. Tyler is an idiot.He tripped over the water hose..hahahahahahhahahaha. lol getting dizzy while typing and on the phone. But I like to see you try to do it..lol....i think im confused.. lol...im cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol

NOONE CARES!
You have nothing to do with it you ugly ass bitch. And haven't you ever heard of once you're something you're always it. Duh,its simple im happy, but at times I get upset so you can just go be the stupid little whore that you are and leave me the fuck alone you little bitch.
Noone and I mean noone cares about your lil ugly boyfriend and Lily you know how many times that ive heard cheyenne and shu say how anooying that you were getting because all you had to say was either Keith or Lily well, noone cares. And you know what me and Chris broke up but if you have something to say about him Ill get his sister after you. Shell beat you're lil ass even if I do becasue noone fucking talks about him especailly not you. Because he did nothing Keith did. He turned you into a little bitch

I officially do not have the attention span to read these books The Crucible by Arthur Miller and The Five People You Meet in Heaven i mean yesterday, grandma forced me to finish The Crucible before I could go over to Ty's house. Can you say that that was so friggin mean? Because let me tell that was the worst hour of my life that I have ever had to live through. I was like if this dude wasn't already dead I would kill him myself. I mean OMG! Who cares that John Proctor was the only one that was really guilty? And that Abigail Williams was a whore? I know I don't so so stupid hopefully The Five People You Meet in Heaven is more interesting that is hope it probably won't be though. So yeah I gotta go do those note cards that I'm supposed to be doing right now, but as you can see, I obviously got distracted lol.

just listen its awesome

For those of you who don't know ty, he's 5'9" brown hair and brown eyes. He's hyper most all of the time and I can never seem to stop laughing when im around him. And idk why, he's always smiling or doing something that's gonna you and him smile. He's not the brightest crayon in the box but he's my crayon. lol. He reminds me alot of myself. Always doing something not so smart without thinking about it. He's truely the only person that can make me laugh when im upset. He makes the biggest things seem so small when im around him. He makes all of my problems better just by listening. He always up to following me around and laughing when I fall over that air that tends to always get in my way. But then he winds up falling which comes to what goes around comes around. lol. But I love him. He's made me a happier person and made me forget all of things that have happened in this past month. He appricates me for me and noone else and thats what I like about him. He likes to walk let me tell you that. He's changed alot let me tell you...He's more well I'd rather not tell you because Ty might just get mad. lol I don't think he could ever get mad at me lol. His father would probally kill him if he did. LOL.

love this song

If i offended you with that last post of mine and your names are not Ema or Jesse im sorry. You gotta understand, Im fed up with it. And I don't apologize for anything I said, because I still mean it.

Um, you need to stop being so self absorbed im not copying you. Just because I have the same ideas doesn't mean im copying you. Because im not, i am me noone else. And why would I want to be you when i am perfectly happy being me? I dont know but this was just to clarify that. This was only directed toward 2 people (cough cough, jesse and ema). Im not a wannabe emo i am it. I've been stuck with that stupid curse since sixth grade when something that I don't want ot mention happened to me. And I just got tired of hiding the true me. So I change for noone. I don't care if you think that I am a b*tch because I am. I don't copy you and this is to just p*ss you off. IM SURE. haha whatcha think about that ema? Because I used to think your were nice but ever since you got shoved up Keiths ugly ass you've just been a total b*tch to me and everyone else. We all see it, so open your f*cking eyes and see it. and jesse really me and Jessica are immature, yeah im pretty sure that you're immature. Yeah so your dad hates, wow. Atleast you have a father. Be lucky for that. I got water on your jacket big f*cking deal. It was clean. It probally needed cleaned anyway. atleast people don't think ima faget. Just come outta the closet we all know it. I bet you definately think ima b*tch don't you? But I don't care what you think I am me. NOONE else. You're the wannabe im not do you know what emo is? I dont think so. Emo is me, and anyone else who has sat there and watched the blood fall, anyone that has got a phone call in the middle of the night because a friends upset and you're the only person who knew how to fix it. Look around. Judge yourself before you judge other people.I don't judge, I just speak my opionon. and if you don't like it I DONT F*CKING CARE!

HA HA. I totaly just realized that its been like FFFFFOOOOOORRRREEEEEVVVEEEERRR since i blog.
Poor poor,my baby blog, for I have neglected it.

So in other news, if you csnnot tell by that lash out at Chris at the front page. We broke I dont hate him. But the feeling is almost there.

And in other news, only Brooke knows this untill as of likie RIGHT NOW when im typing this then the whole world that is reading this will totally know.........
DUNNN DUMMM DAHHH (that was dramatic music) I got another boyfriend whos lap im am sitting on right now. And he is so awesome. And not a total duece bagetheth like Chris was.

'Oh most important part that i of course almost forgot....lol...his name is Tyler..


He used to go to Whitesboro. SO therefore no, Brooke and Morgan you do not know him.........lalalalalallalalalalalalalal...
Well i got more important things to do like do something with that book that im writing that I promised brooke more of but never got to it due to the lack of computer access so






PEACE SUCKAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm bored, just sitting here thinking about that amazing boyfriend of mine. And how much I miss him. I really wish that he could come to school instead of his doctor keeping him out of school for the rest of the year. Ugh. But on a less serious note .

I'm in second block listening to Booty Call by brokeNCYDE with Brooke who I love so dear...and that was Brooke but I seriously do love her like my sister and now she is laughing at my HORRIBLE typing.

Brooke, it is soooooooo not funny and this just in I can not laugh and type at the same time.......well peace

So I am making another page and it's gonna be about the book I am writing and im not copying Dustin in fact he's the one who gave me the idea to put it on here

OK, so I meant to blog about this yesterday but of course, I forgot.
i am not the most mature person in the world, but I sware he is so immature and I hate him I did NOTHING to him. But get a Lil of clean water on his jacket. I mean one it was just water and two it was cleaner than rain. He is just an immature freak, poser, wanna be emo, that I hate and he could vanish of the face of this earth for all i care. Who am I talking about? find out. He is the most immature person around. He cant be that hard to find.

"If you get mad at someone, take a step back, and then walk a mile in their shoes. That way you're a mile away and you have their shoes"
I heard it in 2nd Block yesterday.
It kinda actually has some real meaning to it.

Now on to the less serious part of blogging. Aaron the Shelwolfe is saying "Come on rude boy, rude boy, can you get it up, come on rude boy, rude boy, is you big enough, take it, take it, love me, love me."

Lol he is amazed by a moving usb port (i think that is what it is) on the computer tower. Now he's like "If I ever get drunk im proally gonna be one of those crazy drunks. Because he's always serious" Now he is quoting Jeff Dunham and he is quoting Peanut. lol.

He is taking someone for a ride on his big green tractor. lol
And now he is talking about well, he is quoting JEff Dunham it's still funny.

Lol the bigger the better and you would think that since i have been typing since the fourth grade I would know this keypad by heart =but obiviously and apparently im not and yes Shewofe I know that I suck at typing. I have had like 10 make that 11 typoes in this one sentence.

I'm taking over her typing now: (Aaron)
her toe hurts
micah is saying something about you push it very harder,brooke looks like she is interested in what she is typing and they are comparing wedges behind us.
(Notice i only had 6 typos)

I created a new it's a poems page if you want to read them do if you don't or you are gonna criticize then don't. These are from earlier in my life and I'm not depressed any more but it has been requested to make a poems page.

So let's start with Saturday, I was freakishly bored until 3:45 when Diane finally showed up. Then, she went to drop Ashley off at Mega Skate and left me and Chris there because there was some work to be done around the house (we sat around and watched Johnny Test). Then Diane finally got home and then we went ot the Atalla Wal mart and let me tell you I now officially like the Boaz one better. But when we got there I realized that my tracus earring had feel out. So I had to sit there and figure out how to get it back in. So we got Diane a phone card. Left, and then we got stuck by train on 77 (the one that takes 15 minutes on a good day). Luckily, we arrived right before all of it was passed so we only had to wait like 3 minutes. Which is way shorter of a time than I expected. While waiting at the train we decided to go visit Chris's grandma. And we goofed off, and played with the prettiest puppies ever. We stayed there until 10 when it was time to go get Ashley from Mega Skate. So I had to call grandma and tell her that I was going ot be a little late because there was no way that we were gonna make it from Rockledge to Albertville, to Boaz to drop Chris off at Alex's, and to back to Sardis by 10:30. We pick Ashley up and then we drop Chris off and we decide to stop by Mr. D's tattoo and piercing to see Chance, Diane's cousin. (BTW if want a tattoo or piercing done go there its a whole lot cheaper than Wal mart piercing). And to see if he could put my tracus ring back in, turns he was tattooing (the dudes first tattoo0 so Chances wife put it in. Thank god for Mr. D's tattoo and body piercing staff. So finally, we head to my house to drop me off at about 11 when Ashley states that she wants me to spend the night with her. and my grandma said yeah and of course being Diane she didn't care. Me and Ashley stayed up till like 4 goofing off and then we woke up at 8.
At about 9 we decided to go for a walk down Rockledge Road and then we walked Chris's dog and I got sunburned in some places and tan in others. Then after we walked like 6 miles we went into the house and got into our bathing suits and (this about 11 now)and go play in the water hose. And that water was obviously very cold then Ashley said that there was a small pool in the backyard that we could drag to the side yard and we went looking and being barefoot there had to be pointy thingies on the ground ( i think they're called stickers) then we eat and go back outside after 1 hour of insideness and we was trying to drown an ant when Chris and Ray and Alex pull up to drop Chris off and we all goof off until Diane got home from work. Then we went over to Ales's house to go swimming and it was fun, Chris,Alex and Ray thought that it would funny to pull the ladder out of the above ground pool. And pretend to throw the fish they had just caught at me and Ashley. Eventually me and Ashley got tired and Chris because he loves me put the ladder back in. Then we watched the cat give birth to kittens (BTW want a pretty kitty tell me and ill call Alex and tell him) and then I went in and sat with Chris while Alex and Ray played Call of Duty and then me, Ashley and Diane left to drop me off which brings me to now on where I am writing

This one is for ahshley because she loves this song and to be truthful so do I






Everybody's looking for love. Oh. Oh.
Ain't that the reason you're at this club. Oh. Oh.
You ain't gonna find it dancing with him. No. Oh.
Got a better solution for you girl. Oh. Oh.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and we'll go.
I'll be your teacher, I'll show you the ropes.
You'll see a side of love you'd never know.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
In my head, You'll be screaming ohhhh
In my head, it's going down.
In my head, it's going down.
In my head. Yeah. In my head. Oh yeah.

Some dudes know all the right things to say.Ay ay.
When it comes down to it, it's all just a game.
Instead of talking let me demonstrate. Yeah.
Get down to business and skip foreplay. Yeah.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and we'll go.
I'll be your teacher. I'll show you the ropes.
You'll see a side of love you'd never know.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fufill my fantasy.
You'll be screaming ohhhh
In my head, it's going down.
In my head, it's going down.
In my head.

Break it down. Ayo Come on. Ayo ooh Ayo.
You singing to me baby in my head right now. Ayo. Ayo ooh. Come on.
She'll be screaming out when it all goes down.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and we'll go. We can go.
I'll be your teacher. I'll show you the ropes.
You'll see a side of love you've never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
In my head.
You'll be screaming ohhhh.
In my head, it's going down.
In my head, it's going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
In my head.
You'll be screaming ohhhh
In my head, it's going down.
In my head, it's going down.
In my head.

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jason_derulo/#share

So me and Ashley are sitting in front of the computer screen listening to in my head by Jason Deruko (ashley is Chriss lil sis) well she's not so little cause shes our age.

But Im spending the night with her because Chris is over at Alex's and she will be bored tomorrow with noone there.

So im waiting for 3:30 to get here and I sware, even though its only a hour till then im getting impatient I haven't seen Chris since this time last week and I miss him majorly. Which is why Im getting impatient. I already knew that patience wasn't one of my specialitys but I didn't know that it was this bad (ok maybe i did) but still. It's ticking me off that the stupid clock won't magically turn to 3:30...
Ugh, times never passes well im gonna go play a game now so






PEACES

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing, rather feel pain

I know, I know that you're wounded
You know, you know that I'm here to save you
You know, you know I'm always here for you
I know, I know that you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

........is offically the wierdest person that I have ever met. He's talking to headphones. lol ahewolfe is about to kill him....wait that isn;t good because im stuck in between the two and aaron has to go through me to get him..... lol Jared is attempting to read.....Somebody is apparently in hostile territory?./..What's Flight 182? Whatever it is it is apparently turning him on because he is sweating.....now he is pretending to j......nevermind if guys really know him you'll know what he is doing.

Him and Shewolfe had a word fight....Aaron burnt his bacon by saying it takes one to know one lol God, im sooooooooo friggin bored.




This just in never talk to Jared when he has headphones on.

He just discovered that flight 182 is dead
Lol shewolfe said that Jared slept with captian
This just in Flight 182 ro back alive

If they were ever dead

So none of you guys know this but a few days ago, one of my grandmother's got in a bad wreck, she flipped her car 60 feet, downhill. She's at UAB, with 5 broken ribs, 3 fractured ribs, a bruised spleen, a punctured lung, a broken hip, a crushed pelvic bone, a crushed spine, and a big slash across her forehead, yesterday, she wasa put under a medically induced coma.My aunt Cat said that it would be a miracle if she lives.
It has really upset me lately, and I can't seem to get it off my mind. Chris has been the only able to make me really smile since I found this out. I don't know what ima do if she dies. She was like my best friend, the only person (besides Chris) that I oculd tell anything to and she would not judge me. She understood what I did for what state of mind I was in and she never judged me as a person. She accepted for who I was and noone else.
She was a woman of God and always did what her instinct told her to do.

Everyone loved her. She lived life and she lived every second of it well.

She's the only person I know that didn't take a single breathe for granted.

Ew! ok, so we had to dissect sharks in first block and my hands and so do shewolfe hands smell like fish and it just about made brooke barf.lol

And this one is to the friends Brooke is getting a blogger she has a account but not a blog because the computer is being stupid


In other news, Joel is not that bad, i was talking to yesterday and he was nice. I didn't think that he could be but, he actually is.

SO today, in first block we dissected. Well, my frineds did but instead of choosing the alternate assignment ( a bunch of work). I decided just to get in a group, answer the questions for the group and not destroy the insodes of the animal of victimazation a starfish. because the group I was in, they love to dissect so, they were already dissecting and the starfish was already gonna get slaughtered.
But, it's not going against my beliefs just getting a bunch of stuck up preps off my butt for my beleifs.

And they didn't even say a word to me and I still have the satification that I didn't slaughter an animal

I am surrounded by the most annoy, immature, people in this small town.
Called jocks, and their names would be Toby Pee, Seth Smith, Dexter McKinney, Dylan 'trick' Whitlock, and Trevor Pullen. Thye found some old used dip cans, and theyare pretending to dip like the duece-bags that they are.
Majorly idiotic, if you ask me I find absolutely no humor in this crap at all.

it's majorly immature, they are mabye just a lil more immature than the people that hit Dalton in the back of the head with an apple a few days ago.

Do people got a problem with if I am blogging or not it's not like it's about him well, now it is, (that Joel kid)

I guess, I would be his friend if he was nice to me but I see no point in being nice to him if he's mena to me.

hey, he just thanked me for not calling him a jerk but i dont know if I called him one or not.

IMA go check peace

Everyone has them, and some show it more than others,

Some try to hide it, some better than others , some let it show, in their actions, in their thoughts, I guess most poeple tyr ot hide it but why, I know exactly why, they don't want to letanyone in.

Love- A beautiful word, it can mean so many things. It's the truest passion that anyone can ever have/feel.

In Love- Yes, loving someone and being in love are to different things take it from someone who has experience and a lot of it.

Hate- The complete opposite of love, almost as passionate love some say more passionate.

Like- Basically a friend, someone that you can get along with that is of the opposite sex that you could never see yourself with.

Dislike-Not as passionate as hate because, you can stand to talk to them and can be in the same room as them without going insane or completely mad.

Sad- upset, wants to cry all the time

Happy- A cover-up for being sad.

Angry- Leads to hate,

Yes it is finally Friday and it's a lil over 24 hours before I'll be with my baby:)
You proally can't even imagine how happy I am!!!!!!!!!!!it's 11:14 so ima go







Peaces

And now he is looking at me like I am an idiot we are listening to Steamy Windows (one of Morgan's favorite songs) by Tina Turner...I think that I am going to make him listen to Schizophrenia by BrokENCYDE ( and yes the capitalization was on purpose)


So anyway I think that I broke my pinkie. Aaron just got a VERY disturbing image in my head even though I have never met his dad.lol.....
I am hungry.

Ha Ha he's listening to it now! (no comment on this song)
I like and it's funny oh wait till he hears Bree, Bree and the screamo version of low!


brokENCYDE Will never die!!!!!!!!!!

I think that I might be done blogging now, wait no, I don't want to I want to write down his reaction to the other two...lol i tried to use too instead two.

Lol he actually likes low by them.

It's so much better if you ask me because you can understand what they are saying





LOL I need to learn how to spell....
Now we're listening to forever young by jay-z and mr.hudson...If you want to know the lyrics go to Dustin's blog......and if you want to know the lyrics to brick by boring brick you can visit him and he is you're man.


OMG! now were listening to Mockingbird by Eminem.

OMG! Shewolfe hates skillet! One of there songs is mine and Chris's song (The one) check it out


Now ima go



PEACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im so excited the weekend is almost here! Yes just one more day until I get to spend almost my whole day with my baby! He's so amazing it's unreal. I truly do love him no matter what people say he is my one and only.



And for all of my friends out there reading this me and Tandra no longer friends.
Some words were said,it was almost a full fight I told her to stay out of life and she said to stay out of her's. I guess I knew it was coming, I lost my "so-called" "best friend"
I got a new one though, see my friend, Lita, is having trouble with one of her friends that I can not speak of and/or what it is about dye to the fact yhat Lita will hurt me.


Oh and Chris if you're reading this and to anyone that wants to know you had nothing to do with me and Tandra. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me:)

So I'm sitting here in third block in Mrs. Strickland's class but with Coach Sanderson as my teacher. Me and Savannah are doing a PowerPoint project on the Bermuda Triangle. Boring, dude my boyfriend is in this class. I already knew that but still it's kinda cool.
Dude I keep on miss spelling words, so i will finish this blog after lunch

OK lunch is over let me tell you about the adventure me and Savannah just had, so we get back from lunch and Mrs. Strickland's class is gone, so naturally he door is locked. But there is a back way through Coach Obar's computer lab so we try that and that door is locked too. So we go looking for Hunter Johnson (The only kid that pick every lock but one door in this school because the lock is backwards) but we could not locate him and lover Hunter Tolleson lol.
So we eventually find Coach Sanderson in the hallway of course? Where else would he be then we asked him if he had a key to the computer lab, and naturally he said no. We asked him who would and he said proally one of the janitor's and pointed us in the direction of Joe (one of the many janitor's not needed in this small school)

So of course, being Joe, he had to hassle us, asking who's room? Mr. Glenn's I don't think that I know him and we was like no Mrs.Strickland and then on the way to the room he was trying to con us out of five dollars.
Now, me and Savannah are sitting here the only people in this lab and there was just a knock on the door but there was no one there weird..
But my point was that's how much trust the school has in us, we just asked and they let us in the computer lab just like that.

OK, so We are in Mrs.Strickland's class and we were waiting for Keri to unjam the printer because my paper handout thingy jammed it up (what else is new it does it all the time)
But Keri was talking about how she was tyring to get some dude from Illinois to move down because he is supposedly hot but I don't know because I got a boyfriend



Jared is spitting on the floor

But anyway, back to the point. I ALMOST FELL FACE FIRST OUT OF THE CHAIR and Keri and Shewofe thought that it was funny but I didn't because KERI'S FOOT WAS IN MY FACE!
SHEWOFLE IS SINGING STEAMY WINDOWS!

Jared Shirley is beside me arguing with Rachel and according to her he is humping the car? That is well, normal i guess.......And yes if you're wondering i am at another computer because me and Shewolfe are helping eachother or he's talking to me like im actually listening while im blogging like a man woman
THIS JUST IN JARED SHIRLEY IS APPPARENTLY GAY!
Jared just pulled his phone out and it has a flower cover on it? ok that would be normal

the url to chriss is and just in case the link doesnt work the url is http://tapout93.blogspot.com

Well so guess what I just found out that my baby (chris) has a blogger as of today and if you want to follow and/or check his blogger out his url is ok I have no clue if the link worked so tell me if it does

I am pretty sure that boredom can kill. No matter how many people say that it can't I don't care I am right and that is the end of it. I mean right now I'm listening to Bring me back to life by Evanescence, playing gluey at and blogging and I'm still bored but i gtg
PEACES

I wanted you to know I love to way you laugh
I want to hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I want you hold you high and steal your pain

Cause im broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're nowhere
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I want to hold you high and steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and noone there to fight
I want to hold you high and steal your pain

Cause im broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like im strong enough
Cause im broken when im lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Cause im broken when im open
And I don't feel like im strong enough
Cause im broken when im lonesome
And I don't feel right whne you're gone away



This song was in my head so I ahd to check it out I was not coping anyone

So I didn't go to school today because I had a doctors appointment. So anyway, grandma had just left for work and paw paw was watching some western TV show and I was Reading my book, The Host by Stephanie Meyer, and the phone rings, scars the beejesus outta me and it was grandma and what does she say that there is snake in the driveway. Sure, after we moved (we being my paw paw and himself) we looked it up and it was a harmless king snake. But it was still a snake. Oh!!!!!!!!!!! And I saw 2squirrels and a rabbit!

So I right when I get off the bus this afternoon here comes Cat and I have to watch her kids Kaitlyn and Emily because her husband, Ryan, had court in Ontenta and I had to watch them till just now because I just put them to be. Some times it annoys me I mean, I know that it helps her out but I am just a 15 year old and there only so many things I can handle before I go crazy(er) than I already am. And top of that it took me FOREVER to get a hold of Chris so I was FREAKISHLY bored until I finally got a hold of him because you know he wasn't school today.
Oh BTW, Me and Sabrina are friends again and the reason Tandra is mad at me is because I said that Matt proally didn't really love her. But in my opinion that is what I think and I am allowed to have my own opinion.

Of all the times that I have mentioned Micah I have always just been calling him an idiot or something so I want to take these few minutes to describe Micah for the good person he actually is.
He is pretty cool and he makes this boring class easier to get through.
Speaking of class that I am i right now so i gotta go
PEACES

This week will never pass!
God, it's only Tuesday and Im already anticipating this weekend.....
What is so important about this weekend you ask? Chris is coming to pick me up at noon Saturday and I don't have to be home till 10:30 at night
Which means no annoying duece-bag pawpaw that yells at me for every little thing I do or don't do in most cases.
It's going to be so fun because it will be our 2 month and 3 week anniversary!
It will be the first time that we get to spend one of those anniversaries together considering that we broke up for lil over a week and got back together on a Saturday I guess it means that we will spend our 3 month anniversary together next week. And I don't know about ya'll but that is a long time to me.
But anyway the only downfall is due to the fact that pawpaw saw what a living dead person I was when me and Chris broke up he no longer likes him so I can only spend one day of the weekend with him...which totally sucks because before we broke up I usually got to, on Fridays that i didn't have to watch kids I would go over there twice a week which kinda sucks majorly because I do not have to watch kids this Friday...So ima be majorly bored without him.

This just in Aaron the Shewolfe Smith-Main is annoying.
That is all I have to say on this subkect considering he's not really that annoying. He's just a six foot hairy, tall giant. That is a shewolfe

Ugh, jocks are so stupid,they need to grow up. I mean me and my friends are freshmen and we are more mature than they are and they are juniors!
They throw like grapes and stuff at us and they get by with it but since this is a southern school since they play a sport and we don't they get by with it and we of course wouldn't, not that we would stoop down to their level of immaturity.
Like today, we were sitting a lunch minding our own business, and all of a sudden Dalton, drops his apple and his plate like goes flying, come to find out later it was beause those stupid jocks threw a apple and it hit poor Dalton in the back of the head.
It aggravates me! Because they get by with everything just because thye play a sport. Well, you know what, at least we actually earn our grade.

So im pretty sure that Shewolfe over there is talking about crack with Jared Shirley. But you never know I could be wrong.
Micah, oh, Micah, I feel so sorry for him he can't focus for any longer than I can (which is 3 seconds for those of you who don't know me)
Oh Jesus, all that Mountain Dew is catching up with me I goota PEE!


Jared Shirley is wanting Aaron to touch his blood and no Shewolfe touching someones touch would not give you aids. Because if it did you would get it from making out.

Jared Shirley is now texting in the middle of second block.
HAHA! Shewolfe wants to strangle him lol.
Jared is amazed by a gum wrapper, weird

Lately I have been confused about a lot of things mainly just life, where I stand, and what kind of person that I really am.
I'm still not sure about the who I am but I think I know who I want to be as a person, as a friend, or archenemies and this only applies to two people (Tandra and Sabrina)
And let's take a moment to say that Shewolfe just made me almost fall out my chair and my face just hit the wall.
But anyway, I that I am a good person, but you never know for sure, my ex best friends ( Tandra and Sabrina) oh, how I hate them.They say that I am not a good person because I deafened that boyfriend of mine (as they would say), Chris, but she shouldn't have yelled at him like that she no right to do that
Anyway, that was majorly off subject.
Micah just said that blogging is stupid how dare he?

But back to the subject, even though I am quiet confused about a lot of things, I somehow am satisfied with this confusion. And I guess that is how it is going to have to be for now. Because I can't seem to find the answer that I am unconsciously looking for.
And yet there is still that big hole that something is missing in my life. Which is why im so confused.

Lately, I have been having a lot of problems with trying to find who I really was in myself. It's took a lot of time(like almost over a month) It's been a crazy trip trying to find who I really am, and Ive discovered a lot of things about myself that if it wasn't for my amazing friends that I love so much (thanks guys your awesome) I wouldn't've figured out by myself...
Although, my friends have been a major influence on me, my boyfriend, Chris has made the most difference in my life. He has taught me to never to take anything for granted, because the things that you have can easily pack up their bags and leave.
My friends, they don't understand the way he does and I'm glad that I met him...
So for now, Ive got a new philosophy,
Be yourself, and those who don't like it's their loss, not yours
And another:
Giving up doesn't aways mean you weak, it just means that your strong enough to let go.

Have you ever been caught between who you are and who you want to be?
Lately life has just been so confusing and I don't know how to handle it.Should I just go with the flow or do I stand up for what I know is right?
Do I let destiny flow or do I make my own history. Who do I let write my story me or someone else.


How would I be remembered as if I was to not wake from my sleep?
Would it be good or bad?

Do I change my ways or do I stay on this road that leads to nothing good at all?
Do I move away from everything I have ever known, needed and loved to make something of myself? Am I scared? Yes, why you say?
Everything used to be so easy, I knew what I wanted and I knew exactly how to get there....Now, I don't even know the girl I am looking at in the mirror.
I love the people around me. They are the only ones that keep me from pulling this trigger that I have had ahold of for so long now.
Do I stay who and how I am to rekindle my relationship with God?
Will he take me back? With all the scars and marks that have been left on this body that I call mine.
The Bible says that he forgives all sins, but I still wonder, What if I have gone too far?
What if he doesn't believe me when I say that I have changed?
I guess my point is I am not the same girl as I was....And I don't even know if I'm proud who I am.

Why do we fear?
Why do we love?
Why do we hurt?
Why do we hate?
Why do we show emotion?
Why do we care?
Why do we stand for what we believe in?
Why do we cry?
Why do we laugh?
Why do we smile?
Why do we frown?
Why do we roll our eyes at the hidden truth that is plainly sat right in front of us?
Why do we over-look the obvious?
Why do we get angry?
Why do we punch things?
Why do we hurt each other?
There is only one obvious answer to all of these questions: We are only human.
We fear for others, not ourselves
We love others, and could care less about ourselves
We hurt for others losses, and mourn for ourselves.
We hate so we don't let anyone in so we don't get hurt.
We care because we're human and it's what we do
We stand for what we believe because we know what's right
We cry for our losses to heal from the pain
We laugh because it's a human reaction
We smile to trick people that we are actually happy
We frown because we are tired of lying
We roll our eyes at the hidden truth because it's what they want us to do
We over-look the obvious because we're not perfect
We get angry because it's another reflex when we're upset
We punch things to let the anger out
We hurt each other so no one will try to let their selves in

God, this town is so boring..........
They say life in a small town is interesting and you get to grow up slow...yeah right
There's no life to this place.........seriously
I mean it's Saturday afternoon and I have got nothing to do normally I would be at Chris's but one I was there yesterday and two his mother Diane has to work double shifts.........
We really need some life to this town there's like nothing to do............
There's like no hang out place around here besides Jamoka's and Wal Mart and I only have my permit so I can't drive anywhere..............Stupid driving restriction.........

So me and my friends Tandra( who I've been friends with since the fifth grade) and Sabrina are mad at each other and I so hate them their ugh!
They are supposed to be my friends but obviously they are not.........
Every little thing that happens to them they expect me to say sorry but every time I need something or im upset........it is my fault and they hate me
I mean Sabrina was talking about my boyfriend so naturally I cussed her out
It 's not my fault she shouldn't have been talking about him...And that's it
It is not my fault that she is being a whore and got her phone tooking up and then Tandra she just sided with Sabrina i guess just because she's jealous because my boyfriend actually cares about me...........this is why I'm contemplating anti socialism

Lately i have realized that everyone is trying to control somebody.
They expect you to bow down to authority just because they are bigger than you,
Well, I have got news for y'all folks that try to control me it aint gonna happen
They say do this or do that ant then if its not good enough they yell and they yell and they think that we'll listen just because they yell but its not.
All it does is gets most of us aggravated, especially when you live down here in a southern small town like i do
big cities are trying to tell us what to do and then they think that we'll actually listen well we ain't gonna.

Also, what's with all the murders lately
It seems like someone is always killing someone or killing themselves and it makes me mad

So.......people around here pay darn good money, for us to do this, (Sit here and blog pointlessly till your fingers fall off)
For example me Aaron, and proally Dustin are on blogger right now maybe Juan too and maybe Cheyenne but, idk because it looks like she is playing a game.........
But she's on the other side of the room so I do not know for sure
I mean sure, yeah iv learned a few things but some of the stuff i have knew since the first grade so it does not really count.................but I did learn how to excel, access, and that is about it because that's alll that we have covered beside powerpoint and word that i didnt already know
But right now, everoyone is either playing games or blogging or they are ,like Madison Brooke Rainwater, who I just woke up,
She just told me to read between the lines!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe I don't feel like reading,
LOL like im toatally not typing.....which involves reading lol

ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Monkeys in the closet...............
What are they doing in this closet???????That I do not know nor, do I want to find out...............the boredness is about to kill me

Im going crazy(er) than I already was.................
No pengiuns DO NOT EAT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ALIENS ARE COMING TO ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SURE
CHAS

This is just to inform ya'll that shewolfe (Aaron) has made a blog
http://thetruthaboutlifewithaaron.blogspot.com
thank you (i couldn't get link thingy to work ok)

Once again me, Juan, Shewolfe (Aaron), Dustin, Cheyenne, and Lita have to suffer the boredom of Mrs. Strickland's 2nd Block Business Tech Applications class (it's a required class ok)
There is like nothing to do but blog and play physics games....ugh, can you say BORING????????????????????
I can B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last Block we went to the biology lab and we discussed
GAME NIGHT!!!!!!!!
And then that Dustin kid broke a lab drawer at that lab table we were on it was lol..
Well, it techinically wasn't broken because he somehow fixed it
Well there's like nothing to write about so
PEACE SUCCASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gahhh, PowerPoint is so easy a Micah could do. lol.
No seriously, IT IS
Have you ever had to do it?
Micah is making it out ot be SOOOOOOOOO hard but it totally isnt



So yeah im in second block, yet again,
And im suffering from the major boredom diease....


I really think that it's a teenager thing with the boredom.................
Why is it soooooo cold in here.....

So im going to go play filler at http://physics/games.net
So peace

A lot of things have happened over this weekend and ive been so exicted/busy that i havent been able to blog lately....and the fact that i want to go over to my boyfriends house this weekend so i havent ask to get on the computer because then it would just be another excuse for my pawpaw to say "no". So yeah obviously im at school.
So let's start with Friday, I was folding towels and decided that i wanted to go to the dance that the band was sponsoring so I asked if I could go and pawpaw said "yes" that I just had to get a ride so I got Matt Bruces's dad, Lee, to drive me.....I danced and saw my bestest everest gay guy friend that dropped out there, Jacob Conner, he dyed his hair blonde, got a tattoo, and got his lip peirced...How cool is that???? Then I needed a ride a home so Chris Hawkin's mom dropped me off at my house and Mathew Rainey was in the car because he was staying the night at Chris's
Saturday, I watched kids, cleaned the house, and me and Chris (not Hawkins) got back together I was so happy. (which is why I was cleaning so I can go over to his house) Then I went to bed at 9:30
Sunday, I cleaned like the house and I did the impossible the one thing I said that I would never do. I cleaned my pawpaw's bedroom and his dustiging bathroom, ugh, then my cousins came over.
Then I go up this morning, went to school, and now im in 2nd Block but im done typing now because my hands are freezing so peace suckass

So our group of friends, me, Aaron, Dustin, Shelly, Ema, Juan, Jesse, Cheyenne, and Morgan finally did the mission that we have been trying to do what we thought was the impossible...exclude Joel and Savannah from our group and they finally got the point! yes!and no it isnt mean because these people are jerks who think that they are better than everyone which they're definaetly not!!!!!

So you'll never guess who is at this wrinky-dink town.....THE ONE THE ONLY CBS. In the middle of nowhere Al....and we're gonna be on TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's so exciting....not, really it's just you know suprising....its a thing on texting and driving that it can cause you to wreck and stuff....i guess, but it's kinda cool but anyway I WAS ON TV...i think and so was other people they came into the lunchroom it was cool, i guess and so ws toby pee.......but anyways on to what i was saying it was cool, i guess but kinda ackward having camera poeple behind you with obviously a camera...i mean i couldn't turn around without getting a close up shot of me.

So i have this friend, and a few days ago I was talking to him and out of nowhere I decided that I liked him....And I have no clue where this came from...but, it scares me and I was just gonna you know not tell him but one of my other friends when up and told him behind my back,...and i was like whooah.....because you know, i was pretty sure that he didn't like me,...and I was just gonna let it go away like it usually does but know, now he knows and proally gonna be totally ackward between us, but hopefully not. Bottom line, she had no right to tell him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are many types of love in this world. Theres the love you have for your family, the love you have for your friends, the love you have for your brother and/or sister.....then theirs the pet fish love. And then there's the most famous one true love....and then the kinds love that changes, like the kind that i just had, ok so i majorly in love with this guy, but then we got into a fight and we broke up and i realize that i love him but, maybe not in the same way, like it could maybe change to where i love him again like i used to, but......for now, i realize that this love i had for him is just my longing for someone to hold and call mine.. I still care about him and all that iv just realized that it might be better for him, maybe not me...but, for him if we just stay friends....like friday we actually had a civilized conversation with out him getting mad and me getting upset and i guess that that is good, isnt it?

have you ever had someone to talk about you but only later for you to realize that they are talking about theirselves...like yesterday one of the people that i really dispise called my friends ema, a whore when she totally isnt. shes like the complete opppisite of a whore...like shes been going out wiht this same guy, keith for like four months....and this girl that said that she was i swarethat she is like 100% a whore she's always hanging around this kid that almost everyone in the world hate and she's like ALL over him and im like wtf man because joel has a girlfriend...

so im sitting by dustin in the computer lab and guess what hese blogging to!!!!!!but thats not real suprising at all. but were obviously in the computer lab that it is freakishly cold in here jesus its boring in here and like i said its so cold....i so hungry i have a feeeling that im blabbing so peace

Today in theatre some groups had to get up in front of the and perform a skit. well, yesterday, my group had went. but you see, shannon had checked out and another group needed a replacement for her so of course they chooose me (i guess because being in front of people doesnt bother me and shannon was the main character) but it was that dustin kids group... and i died in car crash which i found so lol...but anyway while we were practicing dalton kept being totally halirous i think that he is coming out of his shell but he through this clay squirell at me while i was laying there that he obiviously made of clay in third block, and then sabrina and that shewolfe kid kept on kicking me while brandon, well he was pretty much dead weight... we had to like pound it into his head to remember to go up with dalton to say if anyone wanted to say their last wishes to me to do it and im not even sure he remembered (my eyes had to be closed because i was obiviously was playing a dead lady that got killed by a squirell) lol like you guys actually knew that unless your dustin reading this then you totally did know that because the squirell was pretty much his thing...but anyways i think for the first time i actually had fun in theatre execept i had to lay on the ground nd i have to say for myself that it was quite dirty well, peace yo

Have you ever tried to fix something but, you have no clue what you did wrong? I tell you....it doesnt work. It seems like everytime i turn around that im always messing something up or hurting the people i love or in this case, person. the one person that i absolutely care about and the only opionon that matters to me is mad at me i have no clue what i am going to do. and it sucks because for the first time i actually care about somebody...but im always messing up. no matter how hard i try im always hurting someone. sometimes i wonder if they would be better without me or if they never even met me...or i could just disappear from there lives. they would save everyone a lot of hurt.

Have you ever hated yourself like on to point where you dont even know why you try.and at times when it seems like nothing is ever good enough. and like nothing ever goes right or according to plan. I mess up all the time and most of the time i dont know how to fix it so i go to my friends for help but, even the most wise or smart person doesnt have the answer..sometimes you just have to look deep inside yourself for these answers, sometimes really, really, deep..and at times you got to take a step back, and think about yourself are you the person you was yesterday? are you worse, are you better... at times i dont even know my own self anymore. i look at the things that i have done and i say how could let myself be that stupid...how could you let that mistake happen, you don't always know the answer and at times there never is one, just a simple life is life and you have to deak with that. life isnt a fairytale so get used to it

Don't you just hate when people try to tell someone a secret in front of everyone. we all do it but why ? I can't stand it. Everytime someone does it it just makes me so mad. Why can't it just wait until later? And if its so important then why not let it wait because when you try to someone in front of a bunch of people everyone in that group winds up finding out and then it's not a secret anymore i mean serously people its rude....and idk why it just started bothering me lately but it has and im sick and tired of it. and im sick in tired of this person anyways so i guess that that doesnt so much help either....

So im in second block like right now with micah beside me, chris beside him, and bj beside him, with shewolfe in front of me....he is reading shu laces blog.....and well micah, im reallly am worried about him, he's laughing at something that doesnt make sense at all.....how is a flying airplane that is smoking and then it blows up funny, i really dont know...well you know this class is about to end so PEACE

So yeah i promised that i would write about peta......(people for the ethinical treatment of animals) so here it goes.....there a group that is against the harming of animals meaning cruelly killing them and wearing them like as fur and coats and things me and one of my other friends are in it...and 2 more support us by taking our fliers and stuff but like 2 of them are completely against them and it will cause drama...bc they are convinced that god put animals on the earth for humans to eat but i disagree....they need to stop cruelly killing them....im vegeitarian..and peta encourages you to become or go vegan but i dont believe in that because well i cant quit all those things but they dont make you....you may not realize this but a bunch of celebrities are vegetarian/vegan like the lead singer of linkin park hes vegan and so is paul mccarntey the dude from the beatlles they have adds and sloggans like "cut class, not frogs, dont dissect" "meat is not green, Go Veggie" "I am not a nugget" (supporting the mccruelty 'im hatin' it' campaign) "ink not mink" "club soda, not seals" (supporting the annual seal killing event in canada) and other things if you are interested in this group visit them at www.peta2.com become a member of the street team (this is all free) and find out what you can do to stop animal cruelty in your area...(peta is a activitist group completely against violance and beleives that we should write letters and spread the word)

People, people, people, what are we going to do with them? they always have something smart to say...like "im sure" or "obviously" ugh it sometimes annoys me but not always....like today in my theatre class...it was almost time to leave for the end of the day and i asked mrs. holt what are we doing and she said that we were about to go home and i was like wow because she's not the type of teacher that woul say someting like that i mean... i would expect that from my algebra teacher, coach sanderson, but not from mrs. holt....or i could expect it from dustin so yeah im done typing now because im totally at my amazingly awesome boyfriends house and im wasting my valuable time doing absolutely nothing and rambling on about things that you probally dont even care about so bye

SO......im sitting here in the computer lab, talking to shu....while i was trying to remember my URL it was making me so mad because i couldnt rememeber it....ugh, god, i was so mad...but then finally i signed in and discovered that it was http://chasandthestoryofher.blogspot.com and so im talking to dustin fox and he told me to follow him...and if you're reading this and you dont follow him his URL is http://dustinsrandomness.blogspot.com and you need to follow him he has to be one of the most random people i know...but it kinda makes no sense to read his blog because we have every class together during the day and he is my friend so i pretty much know what happens during his day. AND THEN......im talking to shulace and and she wants me to say something about her blog so as soon as she rememebers it i will have to write it down...FUN FUN right.....and it is (dun,dun,daduh)<====(that's dramatic music) http://my-thoughts2013.blogspot.com so yeah follow her...hey why is mine and dustins links purple and hers is blue THAT IS SO NOT FAIR......about shulace shes pretty cool.....and one of the most interesting people you will ever meet...and as soon as i figure out how to follow people i got to follow them I AM SO FREEKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ive only been typing for like 10 minutes!!!! man, it seems like FOREVER!!!!! ugh, im about to have to go to my last class of the day, and it lasts FOREVER but me and my group got to get up in front of the class in front of a bunch of freeking people and persent our sarastic mask for theater and there's so many people like 35...and they may not be buig for you big city folks but around here it is so shu wants to say something so............................... Eat Chicken, screw peta. no go peta. PETA IS AWESOME (people for the ethinical treating of animals) for those of you who didnt and the next time i blog i will blog about that amazing club......GO VEGETARIANS!!! lol tobys getting in trouble....god, the time will never pass lol dustin is blogging to....wow, this is long...so yeah im gonna quit typing now......OMG! SQUIRELL LOL ok now oh wait this morning i was walking down my FREEKISHLY long driveway this morning and i ALMOST TRIPPED OVER A SUIRRELL!!!! OK NOW BYE BYE

om jesus....ok so im sitting there in fourth block today and i throw some clay to the clay box and of course (im extremely uncordinanted) i miss and i hit the paint and the brush flips and neon orange paint gets all over kendra's white rock band shirt i was like uh oh...so yeah and it was perminate...lol but i sware it was an accident i didnt mean to....so of course what does around comes around and sabrina puts white paint on my face and it looked like war paint i was like...ew..... its WET!!!!!!!!!! and of course (naturally) i freeked....