Have you ever been caught between who you are and who you want to be?
Lately life has just been so confusing and I don't know how to handle it.Should I just go with the flow or do I stand up for what I know is right?
Do I let destiny flow or do I make my own history. Who do I let write my story me or someone else.


How would I be remembered as if I was to not wake from my sleep?
Would it be good or bad?

Do I change my ways or do I stay on this road that leads to nothing good at all?
Do I move away from everything I have ever known, needed and loved to make something of myself? Am I scared? Yes, why you say?
Everything used to be so easy, I knew what I wanted and I knew exactly how to get there....Now, I don't even know the girl I am looking at in the mirror.
I love the people around me. They are the only ones that keep me from pulling this trigger that I have had ahold of for so long now.
Do I stay who and how I am to rekindle my relationship with God?
Will he take me back? With all the scars and marks that have been left on this body that I call mine.
The Bible says that he forgives all sins, but I still wonder, What if I have gone too far?
What if he doesn't believe me when I say that I have changed?
I guess my point is I am not the same girl as I was....And I don't even know if I'm proud who I am.