Have you ever hated yourself like on to point where you dont even know why you try.and at times when it seems like nothing is ever good enough. and like nothing ever goes right or according to plan. I mess up all the time and most of the time i dont know how to fix it so i go to my friends for help but, even the most wise or smart person doesnt have the answer..sometimes you just have to look deep inside yourself for these answers, sometimes really, really, deep..and at times you got to take a step back, and think about yourself are you the person you was yesterday? are you worse, are you better... at times i dont even know my own self anymore. i look at the things that i have done and i say how could let myself be that stupid...how could you let that mistake happen, you don't always know the answer and at times there never is one, just a simple life is life and you have to deak with that. life isnt a fairytale so get used to it