Have you ever tried to fix something but, you have no clue what you did wrong? I tell you....it doesnt work. It seems like everytime i turn around that im always messing something up or hurting the people i love or in this case, person. the one person that i absolutely care about and the only opionon that matters to me is mad at me i have no clue what i am going to do. and it sucks because for the first time i actually care about somebody...but im always messing up. no matter how hard i try im always hurting someone. sometimes i wonder if they would be better without me or if they never even met me...or i could just disappear from there lives. they would save everyone a lot of hurt.