So our group of friends, me, Aaron, Dustin, Shelly, Ema, Juan, Jesse, Cheyenne, and Morgan finally did the mission that we have been trying to do what we thought was the impossible...exclude Joel and Savannah from our group and they finally got the point! yes!and no it isnt mean because these people are jerks who think that they are better than everyone which they're definaetly not!!!!!

So you'll never guess who is at this wrinky-dink town.....THE ONE THE ONLY CBS. In the middle of nowhere Al....and we're gonna be on TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's so exciting....not, really it's just you know suprising....its a thing on texting and driving that it can cause you to wreck and stuff....i guess, but it's kinda cool but anyway I WAS ON TV...i think and so was other people they came into the lunchroom it was cool, i guess and so ws toby pee.......but anyways on to what i was saying it was cool, i guess but kinda ackward having camera poeple behind you with obviously a camera...i mean i couldn't turn around without getting a close up shot of me.

So i have this friend, and a few days ago I was talking to him and out of nowhere I decided that I liked him....And I have no clue where this came from...but, it scares me and I was just gonna you know not tell him but one of my other friends when up and told him behind my back,...and i was like whooah.....because you know, i was pretty sure that he didn't like me,...and I was just gonna let it go away like it usually does but know, now he knows and proally gonna be totally ackward between us, but hopefully not. Bottom line, she had no right to tell him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are many types of love in this world. Theres the love you have for your family, the love you have for your friends, the love you have for your brother and/or sister.....then theirs the pet fish love. And then there's the most famous one true love....and then the kinds love that changes, like the kind that i just had, ok so i majorly in love with this guy, but then we got into a fight and we broke up and i realize that i love him but, maybe not in the same way, like it could maybe change to where i love him again like i used to, but......for now, i realize that this love i had for him is just my longing for someone to hold and call mine.. I still care about him and all that iv just realized that it might be better for him, maybe not me...but, for him if we just stay friends....like friday we actually had a civilized conversation with out him getting mad and me getting upset and i guess that that is good, isnt it?

have you ever had someone to talk about you but only later for you to realize that they are talking about theirselves...like yesterday one of the people that i really dispise called my friends ema, a whore when she totally isnt. shes like the complete opppisite of a whore...like shes been going out wiht this same guy, keith for like four months....and this girl that said that she was i swarethat she is like 100% a whore she's always hanging around this kid that almost everyone in the world hate and she's like ALL over him and im like wtf man because joel has a girlfriend...

so im sitting by dustin in the computer lab and guess what hese blogging to!!!!!!but thats not real suprising at all. but were obviously in the computer lab that it is freakishly cold in here jesus its boring in here and like i said its so cold....i so hungry i have a feeeling that im blabbing so peace

Today in theatre some groups had to get up in front of the and perform a skit. well, yesterday, my group had went. but you see, shannon had checked out and another group needed a replacement for her so of course they chooose me (i guess because being in front of people doesnt bother me and shannon was the main character) but it was that dustin kids group... and i died in car crash which i found so lol...but anyway while we were practicing dalton kept being totally halirous i think that he is coming out of his shell but he through this clay squirell at me while i was laying there that he obiviously made of clay in third block, and then sabrina and that shewolfe kid kept on kicking me while brandon, well he was pretty much dead weight... we had to like pound it into his head to remember to go up with dalton to say if anyone wanted to say their last wishes to me to do it and im not even sure he remembered (my eyes had to be closed because i was obiviously was playing a dead lady that got killed by a squirell) lol like you guys actually knew that unless your dustin reading this then you totally did know that because the squirell was pretty much his thing...but anyways i think for the first time i actually had fun in theatre execept i had to lay on the ground nd i have to say for myself that it was quite dirty well, peace yo

Have you ever tried to fix something but, you have no clue what you did wrong? I tell you....it doesnt work. It seems like everytime i turn around that im always messing something up or hurting the people i love or in this case, person. the one person that i absolutely care about and the only opionon that matters to me is mad at me i have no clue what i am going to do. and it sucks because for the first time i actually care about somebody...but im always messing up. no matter how hard i try im always hurting someone. sometimes i wonder if they would be better without me or if they never even met me...or i could just disappear from there lives. they would save everyone a lot of hurt.

Have you ever hated yourself like on to point where you dont even know why you try.and at times when it seems like nothing is ever good enough. and like nothing ever goes right or according to plan. I mess up all the time and most of the time i dont know how to fix it so i go to my friends for help but, even the most wise or smart person doesnt have the answer..sometimes you just have to look deep inside yourself for these answers, sometimes really, really, deep..and at times you got to take a step back, and think about yourself are you the person you was yesterday? are you worse, are you better... at times i dont even know my own self anymore. i look at the things that i have done and i say how could let myself be that stupid...how could you let that mistake happen, you don't always know the answer and at times there never is one, just a simple life is life and you have to deak with that. life isnt a fairytale so get used to it

Don't you just hate when people try to tell someone a secret in front of everyone. we all do it but why ? I can't stand it. Everytime someone does it it just makes me so mad. Why can't it just wait until later? And if its so important then why not let it wait because when you try to someone in front of a bunch of people everyone in that group winds up finding out and then it's not a secret anymore i mean serously people its rude....and idk why it just started bothering me lately but it has and im sick and tired of it. and im sick in tired of this person anyways so i guess that that doesnt so much help either....

So im in second block like right now with micah beside me, chris beside him, and bj beside him, with shewolfe in front of me....he is reading shu laces blog.....and well micah, im reallly am worried about him, he's laughing at something that doesnt make sense at all.....how is a flying airplane that is smoking and then it blows up funny, i really dont know...well you know this class is about to end so PEACE

So yeah i promised that i would write about peta......(people for the ethinical treatment of animals) so here it goes.....there a group that is against the harming of animals meaning cruelly killing them and wearing them like as fur and coats and things me and one of my other friends are in it...and 2 more support us by taking our fliers and stuff but like 2 of them are completely against them and it will cause drama...bc they are convinced that god put animals on the earth for humans to eat but i disagree....they need to stop cruelly killing them....im vegeitarian..and peta encourages you to become or go vegan but i dont believe in that because well i cant quit all those things but they dont make you....you may not realize this but a bunch of celebrities are vegetarian/vegan like the lead singer of linkin park hes vegan and so is paul mccarntey the dude from the beatlles they have adds and sloggans like "cut class, not frogs, dont dissect" "meat is not green, Go Veggie" "I am not a nugget" (supporting the mccruelty 'im hatin' it' campaign) "ink not mink" "club soda, not seals" (supporting the annual seal killing event in canada) and other things if you are interested in this group visit them at www.peta2.com become a member of the street team (this is all free) and find out what you can do to stop animal cruelty in your area...(peta is a activitist group completely against violance and beleives that we should write letters and spread the word)

People, people, people, what are we going to do with them? they always have something smart to say...like "im sure" or "obviously" ugh it sometimes annoys me but not always....like today in my theatre class...it was almost time to leave for the end of the day and i asked mrs. holt what are we doing and she said that we were about to go home and i was like wow because she's not the type of teacher that woul say someting like that i mean... i would expect that from my algebra teacher, coach sanderson, but not from mrs. holt....or i could expect it from dustin so yeah im done typing now because im totally at my amazingly awesome boyfriends house and im wasting my valuable time doing absolutely nothing and rambling on about things that you probally dont even care about so bye

SO......im sitting here in the computer lab, talking to shu....while i was trying to remember my URL it was making me so mad because i couldnt rememeber it....ugh, god, i was so mad...but then finally i signed in and discovered that it was http://chasandthestoryofher.blogspot.com and so im talking to dustin fox and he told me to follow him...and if you're reading this and you dont follow him his URL is http://dustinsrandomness.blogspot.com and you need to follow him he has to be one of the most random people i know...but it kinda makes no sense to read his blog because we have every class together during the day and he is my friend so i pretty much know what happens during his day. AND THEN......im talking to shulace and and she wants me to say something about her blog so as soon as she rememebers it i will have to write it down...FUN FUN right.....and it is (dun,dun,daduh)<====(that's dramatic music) http://my-thoughts2013.blogspot.com so yeah follow her...hey why is mine and dustins links purple and hers is blue THAT IS SO NOT FAIR......about shulace shes pretty cool.....and one of the most interesting people you will ever meet...and as soon as i figure out how to follow people i got to follow them I AM SO FREEKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ive only been typing for like 10 minutes!!!! man, it seems like FOREVER!!!!! ugh, im about to have to go to my last class of the day, and it lasts FOREVER but me and my group got to get up in front of the class in front of a bunch of freeking people and persent our sarastic mask for theater and there's so many people like 35...and they may not be buig for you big city folks but around here it is so shu wants to say something so............................... Eat Chicken, screw peta. no go peta. PETA IS AWESOME (people for the ethinical treating of animals) for those of you who didnt and the next time i blog i will blog about that amazing club......GO VEGETARIANS!!! lol tobys getting in trouble....god, the time will never pass lol dustin is blogging to....wow, this is long...so yeah im gonna quit typing now......OMG! SQUIRELL LOL ok now oh wait this morning i was walking down my FREEKISHLY long driveway this morning and i ALMOST TRIPPED OVER A SUIRRELL!!!! OK NOW BYE BYE

om jesus....ok so im sitting there in fourth block today and i throw some clay to the clay box and of course (im extremely uncordinanted) i miss and i hit the paint and the brush flips and neon orange paint gets all over kendra's white rock band shirt i was like uh oh...so yeah and it was perminate...lol but i sware it was an accident i didnt mean to....so of course what does around comes around and sabrina puts white paint on my face and it looked like war paint i was like...ew..... its WET!!!!!!!!!! and of course (naturally) i freeked....