Screams, yells,
IS it normal?
Am I ok?
I see a light,
wtf, Am I crazy?
Is it in my mind?
AM I realy depressed
Or a figment of my imagination?
am I ever fine?
Will I ever truely live?
This is what had been on my mind lately

Such a hectic week... Tyring to balance everything I am starting to think that it is almost impossible. Trying ot find a cool looking somewhat mature template. That is so hard. Not to mention, that I feel like I am failing history which, I know that I am not, but still, it's just so impossible and hard to manage. Homework, kids, and so much things that are on my plate. Not to mention that I have been trying to think about what I am going to do with my life.
And seriously don't know I am starting to realize that I am getting older and these years are the years that matter the most on what college I get into and these graduation exams are so hard. I feel even those I passed the two I took that I just barely passed them.
Oh, my, so much to think about and I can't do it without God on my side, it's so hard to say but so easy to let go...That Devil,he's out to ruin my life. SO there are 5 things I am trying to do get commited, use charity (Church term for love),get desire, bring the fire, and something else that I forgot..well that is all I have to say bye

I haven't blogged in about forever..SO I will, Thursday was mine and Tyler's 4 month anniversary...But I have became a very opinionated person who is trying to correct their grammar. After all, I am in the 10th grade.And I am not one of those barbaric football players that always seem to get by with EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. You don't believe me, ask any of the other people that go to my school..Or at least the civilized ones. Spell check is now my friend, now Facebook needs to get it. It is very hard to please the GRAMMAR5OH..Oh Dustyn, Ema, Juan, Shelly, and Aaron...Ha ha Bama finally got beat. I find this quiet hilarious,others do not. Now I have to deal with the madness that is going to go on Monday
I think I have found myself go call me emo, screamo, punk a whore anything I do not care .. I am me..I am more importantly a Christian..And to those this my concern, saying something about God and praying for 20 seconds does not make you Christian, Christian is the way you act, speak, think, right and most importantly who you are when no on is around..and not being afraid to start crying when you are overwhelmed by the Lord All Mighty Savior. I admire them about trying to change their ways but you can not change when you're friends around and when they are not
"Deny in front of your friends ,deny me of your father"
He sees everything you do,he hears every thought you have. And also I have learned not to judge
"Judge not, and you shall not be judged."
I am not afraid to tell you what I think about you and you will know if I don't. Os if I haven't told you that I don't like you I probably do..but anyway bye