hello blogger i have abdoned you lately and I am so so sorry lol..and i am vegetarian again oh and my next post will be my 100th and I am thinking about doing something serious for a change but idk but i have been spending a lot of time Tyler and im talking to Andrew via Facebook so i gtg becaus it is hard to play poker, chat, and blog at the same time at least for me

So as you guys know me and Jesse we're in a "fight" but we're friends again. I never meant any of the things that I said about him but we're friends again and he really is an awesome guy.

So yesterday was Tyler's 16th birthday it was fun. We played Monoply with Brandon, Lauren and Tyler and I discovered that im actually good at it and I found a new fasination with it. It was actaully fun lol. And it turns out I love the game. But then I had to help Clay figure out this game on the computer and I still do not understand the stupid game and oh I have got a Facebook now lol. God with the emails oh god but omg have you guys saw the new Degrassis they are awesome!

So yeah it turns out I really do have friends because today when me and my grandma where in the Guntersville Walmart adn two of Tyler's friends, Chasity and Thomas just came up and started talking to me and asked me when the next time I was going to be over at Tyler's (which is Tuesday for his 16th birthday)and then there is James, Clay, Lauren,and Brandon so i actually am not hated lol.

So im over at Tyler with Lauren and her boyfriend, Brandon. Listening to take it off by Ke$ha love it kinda weird though lol...looking like pimps in my gold trans am...lol well gtg peace fellow pimps lol

Well my cousin has the back of an earring stuck in her earlobe and she has to go to the hospital to get it out. So I am here watching her older sister, Kaitlyn, even though her stepdad, Ryan, is clearly home from work and will be until Mionday morning so if it weren't for Emily being in the hospital I would be able to go over to Tyler's but at least I might be able to go over there tomorrow.

*Im not saying goodbye*--Rocket to the moon named obviously...im not saying goodbye.


Im starting to just drink all water so I will lose weight because, it said that if you replace 1 12 ounce coke a day with a bottled water you will lose 12 pounds in a year so what if I just drunk water for a week? Maybe it will work I sure hope so I only want to lose 10 pounds...lol...only

im reading through my old posts I am different than whwat I used to be it's like blogging really is like having a journal.

I have changed my blog like rearranged it and everything. I hope you like it. I love it. Please you're comments on what you think. Anyway I have found this not so new but new to me band called Rocket to the Moon and I love them I mean seriously thye are awesome!!! I think you guys will like them it's stuff you can dance to I mean. They have got a new super fan called me:) But anyway tell me what you think about the blog and the them here's a few by them

Annabelle



Like We Used To



Give A Damn



If They Only Knew



Fear of Flying



I not saying goodbye



So tell me what you think of them

I am actually happy you know how I usually just fake it well, Tyler has got me to where I smile all the time without even realizing it. He just makes me so happy that I truely can't believe it

Summer is like almost over it seems like it has jsut started and so many things about life and me have changed some thigns that I would've thought were never gonna happen did and it isn't as bad as I thought it would be there's only like 2 more weeks over summer and then school starts back which isn't really that bad because I really miss my friends and all lol...the ones that I still have that is.

So i gotta go over to go over to Tyler's yesterday instead of today but it was fun so so fun. And I get to go over there tomorrow:) You wouldn't believe how happy I am.
But on the other news of my life me and Chris are friends again:) which yes is a good thing a very very good thing. He just said never bring Tyler around because he would have to hurt him. And that was kinda sweet in a way:) but we're not going to together because we both realize that we're better as friends. it sucks but Tyler is awesome so I can live because Tyler keeps me happy unlike anyone else on this earth and id why he just does and it's weird. I would've never guessed that he could but he does. i guess live is like a box of chocolates you never know what your gonna pull out.

i cannot wait till tomorrow so I can see that Tyler of mine. it's so sad I was over at my aunts form Wednesday till yesterday and considering she lives in Gallant and he lives in Abortively I couldn't see him so I get to see him tomorrow and i can't wait because I haven't been able to see him since last Sunday. It's very upsetting it's like everyday on the phone over at my aunts he was all when are you gonna come over and i was like idk. And then yesterday we was on the phone and he asked again and I said maybe Tuesday and he said that that was too long and I said that that was the earliest time we could see each other but still it was so so sweet and I have never meet a guy as sweet as Tyler I seriously think that he is different and there is unusually no doubt in my mind that he isn't but I hope to God that he is well Irma stop talking now before I get too upset so peace

I didnt realize that most adults cannot type like a few days ago i was watching my uncle charlie type and he was sp slow I mean by the time he had 2 sentences done icould have had like the whole thing that he had to type done and he was like let me see you do it and then it was so funny the look on his face when I showed him up it was lol.

Lately I have gotten into the mood to where I couldn't give a flying fart on what people think of me. I mean the person who really who really has to put up with me right now is that Tyler of mine. But I mean it's like I used to care but I had a good long talk about what people think of me with Russell, Tyler's dad, and he said tha tit doesnt really matter because the only person that has to put up with me is Tyler and I have discovered that it is the truth and I don't know why I didn't discover this later than I did but, im just glad i realized it.
Noone deserves to be talked about so im starting this new thing where I don't talk about people and that I don't really care who likes me and who doesn;'t I mean it's like oh well who cares and I think that everyone should have this opionon but opionons are like arms we all have one as Russell said

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday Dear America
Happy Birthday to you

This is officially the suckiest fourth of July ever I mean I have saw a whooping 3 or 4 fireworks and I love those friggin thongs and I love to throw them at people and watch them get hurt but its just not the sa,e with out Lil JJ, Kane, and Haley around to run around act like idiots all while throwing them at each other:( I really need to talk to that cousin of mine JJ and I've seen Haley I just haven't seen my friend, Kane who that likes to fall outta windows and throw forks at people while they're nonchalantly looking down the hallway across from his room lol i miss those days when you always had to look around the corner for that foreign flying fork lol well I gotta go because I have a feeling that Ty is getting bored watching me type lol well peace

So so bored and i can't wait untill tomorrow till i get ot osee that Tyler of mine, man i just realized that I talk about him alot. But he's amazing the only person that gives me a smile just by being himself....But anyway SECONDHAND SERENADE IS FREEKING AWESOME! I have got a new obsession with especially Your Call which is mine and Tyler's song la la la la la la la la im so friggin bored:( I miss Ty I am having a major no caffenine crash:O Oh no! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! lol I haven't had caffenine in like 2 days and ugh have I ever mentioned that I hate water? I love to swim and to shower and to take baths but I mean come on, put a lil flavor in it if you expect me to drink it for Christ's sake people... Lol I got Tyler into Secondhand Serenade to lol:)