So I was gonna go over to Ty's but you never guess what happened. His dad and uncle didn't have enough gas and neither did my pawpaw or Cat I was ugh. So I gotta wait till Saturday :( So so sad it is os im gonna be so so so bored until Saturday ugh, I can't friggin wait much longer. Which brings me back to that if the stupid economy hadnt of went capoppy we wouldn't have the problem no would we?

People say that growing up in a small town is good for you, yeah, if you want to die of boredom I wake up at noon and then just sit around all day because im grounded and look for something to do but of course there is nothing that will entertain me for more than a few minutes except for my aunts new kitty cat Ginger who is very very funny. She likes to jump at and the dogs, Sweety and Tweety, did I mention that Sweety jumped on me like 5 mins ago and hurt me. I was like ow! Stupid dog well i gotta 2 go catch ya later suckas;)

This town is so frigin boring like it aint even funny:( i am about ot die of oredom and it ain't even funny grounded for a day so I cant see Ty..That thing of mine lalalala This just in we live in a lifeless town...............



Addie are you ok????? are you ok??????????????????--Smooth criminal see !
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gosh can I , miss Ty even more than I do? It's crazy its like all I can do is miss him:)but also:( becasue I miss <3 tyty <3 I can't get him off my mind:/ Jess, I can't stop thinking about him:)lalala<3 Ty <3 well i gtg so peace ppl

So as you know, me and Ty are together and it just idk, its so weird how happy I am around him. Its like I'm always smiling and I tell myself to watch out and that I'm falling too hard and quick but I can't help myself. It just seems so right. It's like all I gotta do is simply comment that I'm cold and he goes and gets a blanket and covers up with me even though he isn't cold, in fact half the time he's actually hot. It's different than with Chris it's like now I see how the different it is. It's like all I have to do is smile to make him smile. And it seems like every time I come near him he takes me in his arms and kisses me and it's like i know that I'm falling to hard but i can't help it. I seriously think that he's gonna be the one but ya never know now do ya? i hope so he's the nicest guy ever! I love you Ty:)

So as you all know, the annual Boaz independence day thingy was today and we decided to go we as in my grandma, me, that mother of mine and my brother and sister, Josh and Carolina, ages 13 and 6. When we got there it was kinda raining but, not really then after me, Josh, and Carolina peed and got comfortable it started pouring and me and Josh didn't have a umbrella so me and him walked like a half a mile in the rain to get the umbrella,and on the way there we so Amy, Rachel and Davis Weeks. Amy had a blanket in which me and Amy proceeded to get under it, then the wind started blowing and we felt like Superman so we started running saying

Superman rocks

and thats when I noticed that my brother was like 20 feet ahead of us pretending that he didnt know us. So of course I started screaming Josh Josh. Where he unconsiously looked back and made his pplan of pretending not to know us a fail. Then it thundered and lighting real big and it scared Amy and Rachel and they ran. That would be where me and Amy decided to go our seprate ways. And Josh wouldn't slow down when I was clearly screaming at him to. So i took my flip flops off and began to run barefoot. Then, after what seemed like an hour we finally got to the van. So we get in and start looking for that umbrella that was supposed to be in there, but all we could remember was Sharon saying something about a door. So we're looking and looking, searching everywhere and then I finally find it(it had kitties on it lol) and it was nowhere near a door it was in between the seats. So I proceed to get out and attempt to put on flipflops and unsucessfully open and umbrella at the same time. And Josh called me and idiot for not being able to figure it out. So we walk back and I start to play in the water and it nearly sweeps me away. When got back me and Josh had to carry chairs and stuff with no umbrella because after all that hard work, Sharon stole it.
But then, this lady asked if I could help her elderly sister because, she couldn't hndle her and her son, so i say alright and I give the stuff to Josh and help the old lady, then we try to cross a street to get to the pavilion but the water was like a foot deep and had a strong current that was pulling us sideways and that was when Shawn Kichel (Cody's big bro) and his dad pull up and me and some other girls put her in the truck and take her across the street. Then i ran to the van where grandma tells me that they have lost one of my flipperflops. So I have 1 lonely,black flip flop.
Moral of this story Help an old lady and you lose your precious flip flop.
In other news, I miss Ty! Its been like a day since I saw him

Like ema i don't take any of it back either. And im sory if I offended you. I just got tired of people saying crap about me and i snapped. But atleast we got that over with and out in the open. But I am sorry and this is especailly ( did i spell that right)to ema and keith who i brought into this who I don't know two things about. I guess you really do have to watch your back even when you think that you're the persons friend. or whatever. I don't know what her problem is with me and i don't even know if i care. im just tired of this crap. But i guess we have to except that we get on eachothers nerves but we haven't talked to eachother and been there for eacother since the 2nd grade for nothing we all have something in common even if it is that those people lied and told us that were smart. But we have the same i guess friends you would say and i guess it will all work out for the best. And I know Chris was kinda scary. But he is my friend no matter what he looks like. But Tys not that scary in fact he is as lil as that Dustin kid but taller lol by like five inches

Listen to the song I just posted i am literally in love with it. It has such as good point to it. Ty got me listening to it, he seems to be my only true friend lately. In the time that I need it the most.I cant explain well i will in a later post.

Is the awesomest book I have yet to read. It got me thinking on what it my purpose on Earth, and how I need to forgive my enemies before I can even begin to forgive myself. What if you really do meet five people in Heaven? If I even go to Heaven I can only hope. IT really did get me thinking. And it ws unreal the lessons that it taught that all lives are interconnected and one thing leads to another. And if you ain't in the Honors english class who of which we are required to read it I strongly suggest that you read it.

Let me tell you how bored I am...there are no words for it. lol how can tell you if they are no words for it lol.........i have a feeling that i am rambling on like an idiot. I probally am but i dont care what people think lol. Tyler is an idiot.He tripped over the water hose..hahahahahahhahahaha. lol getting dizzy while typing and on the phone. But I like to see you try to do it..lol....i think im confused.. lol...im cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol

NOONE CARES!
You have nothing to do with it you ugly ass bitch. And haven't you ever heard of once you're something you're always it. Duh,its simple im happy, but at times I get upset so you can just go be the stupid little whore that you are and leave me the fuck alone you little bitch.
Noone and I mean noone cares about your lil ugly boyfriend and Lily you know how many times that ive heard cheyenne and shu say how anooying that you were getting because all you had to say was either Keith or Lily well, noone cares. And you know what me and Chris broke up but if you have something to say about him Ill get his sister after you. Shell beat you're lil ass even if I do becasue noone fucking talks about him especailly not you. Because he did nothing Keith did. He turned you into a little bitch

I officially do not have the attention span to read these books The Crucible by Arthur Miller and The Five People You Meet in Heaven i mean yesterday, grandma forced me to finish The Crucible before I could go over to Ty's house. Can you say that that was so friggin mean? Because let me tell that was the worst hour of my life that I have ever had to live through. I was like if this dude wasn't already dead I would kill him myself. I mean OMG! Who cares that John Proctor was the only one that was really guilty? And that Abigail Williams was a whore? I know I don't so so stupid hopefully The Five People You Meet in Heaven is more interesting that is hope it probably won't be though. So yeah I gotta go do those note cards that I'm supposed to be doing right now, but as you can see, I obviously got distracted lol.

just listen its awesome

For those of you who don't know ty, he's 5'9" brown hair and brown eyes. He's hyper most all of the time and I can never seem to stop laughing when im around him. And idk why, he's always smiling or doing something that's gonna you and him smile. He's not the brightest crayon in the box but he's my crayon. lol. He reminds me alot of myself. Always doing something not so smart without thinking about it. He's truely the only person that can make me laugh when im upset. He makes the biggest things seem so small when im around him. He makes all of my problems better just by listening. He always up to following me around and laughing when I fall over that air that tends to always get in my way. But then he winds up falling which comes to what goes around comes around. lol. But I love him. He's made me a happier person and made me forget all of things that have happened in this past month. He appricates me for me and noone else and thats what I like about him. He likes to walk let me tell you that. He's changed alot let me tell you...He's more well I'd rather not tell you because Ty might just get mad. lol I don't think he could ever get mad at me lol. His father would probally kill him if he did. LOL.

love this song

If i offended you with that last post of mine and your names are not Ema or Jesse im sorry. You gotta understand, Im fed up with it. And I don't apologize for anything I said, because I still mean it.

Um, you need to stop being so self absorbed im not copying you. Just because I have the same ideas doesn't mean im copying you. Because im not, i am me noone else. And why would I want to be you when i am perfectly happy being me? I dont know but this was just to clarify that. This was only directed toward 2 people (cough cough, jesse and ema). Im not a wannabe emo i am it. I've been stuck with that stupid curse since sixth grade when something that I don't want ot mention happened to me. And I just got tired of hiding the true me. So I change for noone. I don't care if you think that I am a b*tch because I am. I don't copy you and this is to just p*ss you off. IM SURE. haha whatcha think about that ema? Because I used to think your were nice but ever since you got shoved up Keiths ugly ass you've just been a total b*tch to me and everyone else. We all see it, so open your f*cking eyes and see it. and jesse really me and Jessica are immature, yeah im pretty sure that you're immature. Yeah so your dad hates, wow. Atleast you have a father. Be lucky for that. I got water on your jacket big f*cking deal. It was clean. It probally needed cleaned anyway. atleast people don't think ima faget. Just come outta the closet we all know it. I bet you definately think ima b*tch don't you? But I don't care what you think I am me. NOONE else. You're the wannabe im not do you know what emo is? I dont think so. Emo is me, and anyone else who has sat there and watched the blood fall, anyone that has got a phone call in the middle of the night because a friends upset and you're the only person who knew how to fix it. Look around. Judge yourself before you judge other people.I don't judge, I just speak my opionon. and if you don't like it I DONT F*CKING CARE!

HA HA. I totaly just realized that its been like FFFFFOOOOOORRRREEEEEVVVEEEERRR since i blog.
Poor poor,my baby blog, for I have neglected it.

So in other news, if you csnnot tell by that lash out at Chris at the front page. We broke I dont hate him. But the feeling is almost there.

And in other news, only Brooke knows this untill as of likie RIGHT NOW when im typing this then the whole world that is reading this will totally know.........
DUNNN DUMMM DAHHH (that was dramatic music) I got another boyfriend whos lap im am sitting on right now. And he is so awesome. And not a total duece bagetheth like Chris was.

'Oh most important part that i of course almost forgot....lol...his name is Tyler..


He used to go to Whitesboro. SO therefore no, Brooke and Morgan you do not know him.........lalalalalallalalalalalalalal...
Well i got more important things to do like do something with that book that im writing that I promised brooke more of but never got to it due to the lack of computer access so






PEACE SUCKAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!